I don’t really remember the last time I updated, so I don’t know which point to start at.
Done with current school. Moving to and attending UC Davis in fall. So that’s good. I’ve been working mainly full-time as a preschool teacher. Basically, I’ve been keeping myself as busy as possible. Still, whenever I have an idle moment, I feel this awful sadness creeping up on me (By creeping, I mean 100% present). I could probably pinpoint it, but I don’t want to on here. I know I should try to take care of it before I move, but I can barely find the motivation to wake up in the morning, let alone do anything else. I feel (emotionally) stuck, I guess.
I also think I should make a seperate blog where write about stupid stuff like this. I’m not even entirely sure who follows this anymore…. But hi.
I’m just so tired of always coming back to sadness. And I’m so tired of being tired.